kelam...

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Untuk mencintai jiwa
Selain dirimu.
Hadirnya tlah luruhkan
Rinduku padamu
Kasihnya membuatku hanyut

Sudah lupakanlah
Aku..
Yang telah menduakan
Ketulusan itu…

Kelam yang telah ku buang
Meruntuhkan perihmu
Dan seluruh rindumu…

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Sudah lupakanlah
Aku..
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Ketulusan itu…
Kelam yang telah ku buang
Meruntuhkan perihmu
Dan seluruh rindumu

Kepergianmu telah……
Merundungkan duka padaku
Yang telah terobati dirinya
Dan mengganti dirimu dihati

Sudah lupakanlah
Aku..
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Ketulusan itu…
Kelam yang telah ku buang
Meruntuhkan perihmu
Dan seluruh rindumu
Padaku

Rindumu...
Padaku...

p/s:song by sixth sense..nice lyric i guess..suit for those yg sedey2.. takpela..remember,Allah tu
maha kaya..there's sum1,created just 4u out there.. be patient cuz HE luv kind a people yg bersabar..happy luving2..(sok school,ade lecture kat spital nie..aku dok buat bende ngarot2 plak..huih,mafla yek,mari tdo,malas nak study..lol)

gambar hiasan

present..!!

matroshka = name doll tu
1 of ukraine symbol

salam..
today i wud like to give a present to those yg mnghargai blog aku yg lame lagi hampeh nie..
its not a very precious one..but at least its sumthg..rite?thanx la kerane menghargai n memberi perhatian secare sengaja atau tak..namun aku tetap mnghargainya.. "spasiba balshoi"-in russian means terime kasih banyak2.. to kak eena yg nak balek sok...hope dat she'll sampai m'sia dgn selamatnye..tapi kalu katebang tu..tersasar n terlanding kat ukraine nie lak..huu padan muke...terpaksela spend winter ngan aku kat sini..muakaka lol..kepada name yg tersenarai..silela tepek hadiah yg tak seberape nih..yg pentg hati..harge tak pentg kan..? lol.

1. kak eena (sian die nak balik m'sia sok,tapi sian kat aku sebenanye,kene
tunggu next year bru balik)
2. ixora (sori,kek lain kali..taksempat..exam2..lol)
3. moon (to bdak kecik degil..jgn nakal2 eh!! lol)
4. Syima (makan byk2,pastu trus tdo..cara mnggemokan dri yg mudah)
5. zara (nak poskan junkies tu ke..? timekasih..dialu alukan! lol)
6. kak ween (cekgu,tahniah,kek gelembong sakti anda telah menang adiah)
7. ainna (maaf..tak perasan aritu..sbb tu lambat addlink..lol)
8. sweet zircon (oo rindu geng2 skola..!!)

p/s:sape yg nak tepek sile la..jgn malu2...we are bloggers rite? n eventually we'll bcome frens
too rite..?feel free to do so...

award..thanx xora...!

Award ini sebagai tanda saya sayang kamu semua..... :)

salam..
award lagi..!! award utk blog aku yg LAME nie..anyway..thanx xora atas penghargaan yg diberi..

1st blogmail ever for me!

salam..
i got d very 1st blogmail ever...lol. besh!! timekaseh kak eena.. hoo kak..blogmail2 gak.. kangaroo kite jgn lupek ek..kekekekeh.. tengkiu..

timekasih LiEnda.!

salam..
hye dear readers..today i've got a chance to eat "MalaYsian JuNkies.."..n d creadit goes to Linda.She d one yg bg kitorg makan..for those yg tak kenal atas tu la gamba linda..(suke) sebab today she got parcel from m'sia..macam2.. timekasih linda.. really appreciate it! tu la mase kat m'sia aritu eksyen..tak nak makan..pandang pun tak..dah dekat oversea ni..terase ngidam2 nak makan..muargh..padan muke..!! kui kui kui..mai tgk ape yg linda kasi..

tWisties..
cHeeZels..
n
miMi pRawn snek

thanx again linda..i know its kinda precious thg..u shudn't giv to me..cuz sush linda pos,pastu senang2 kitorg makan lak..but i knw wuts in ur heart,n i respect it..thanx linda..

p/s:" jgn makan byk junkies,makn nasi..ibu penat masak Hin..kamu nie..":kate ibu kat aku

saturday nite fever!

salam..

mate dah sleepy macam gile nie..tapi xle tdo..huish..tired.As usual saturday nite is d busiest nite,instead of studyin'.i managed to steal 6 hours of study to earn a litel money..(duit jajan) by preparing kfc chicken..Alhamdullillah,we sell 99 pieces or bout 33 plate..not expensive,just 16 griven per plate..approximately RM 10 m'sia...tak banyak kan tapi syukur sagt..laku gak ayam arini..

our kfc / "sLabotka fried chicken"

Dinner plak malam nie memg heaven.. masak daging lembu..y m i sayin' like dat..? its bcuz kat sini memang susah nak dapat bekalan daging halal,ade pun mgkin 2 kali 1 bulan,itupun mahal cam gile..70 grvn=RM55..utk sekilo. tp harini memg paling murah.. 40 grvn.Apelagi mule la masak mengarut ngarut..

aNd

p/s:nak g tdo...tak larat..jam dah kul 3 pagi..

tag lagi..!!!

“what if your ex said this to you”

1. Hi how are ya?
hye..wa'alaikumsalam...

2. Hey! You wanna go to the mall?!
maaf..sibok kene hantar lembu pi medical checkup..

3.I LOVE U..
(argh..aku takle jawab nih....buntu2...hehe)

4.DO u want some cookies?
nope..but,do u wanna taste cow -dung?? kih kih kih..

5.Can you take me a picture?!?
wut picture do u want..my cow..? muakaka...

6.Help me in my homework!
sorry babe..i sibok lagi..tapi lembu i tak sibuk..beliau bole tolong..

7.Here’s my gift to you…
(kureng tul..bgla specific ttg gift tu..hish...tak tau nak jawab..)

8.Let’s just be textmates
sorry..i just got 1.. my cow..(huu saki ati die..)

9.Do you want me to buy you an ipod?
takpe..timekaseh je..baik awk buat sedekah dgn duit tu..daat pahala..

10.Let’s sit together in the bus
u nie..lembu i nak letak mane..?u duduk la kat sebelah bangla tu..

11. Hi baby ..
eh mane u tau lembu i name baby.., baby..ish...baby,ex i pggil u tu

12.Your still cute!
agagagag...nak pengsan..huargh...mtk nyawe..!

13.I still LOVE you!
(huuu bepeluh...termenung...sorry aa takle jawab..)

14.Can I visit your house?
datgla..my mom memg nak jmpe u..ade bende die nak cakap..

15.Do you love me?
ya Allah...aku tak mampu jawab soalan nie..!

Follow this instruction:
1. named 5 candidates on your list.
2. ask them to complete this tag.
3. repost on their blog
4. write the title “what if your ex said this to you”

person next;


sorryla moon..cant giv 5..but i'll giv it to just 1..nie kalu kasi,kompem..kompem die buat die tak pueh hati... TENG TENG TENG.. DGN BANGGENYE...I GIV IT TO...

laDyeEnA....

p/s:lari....!!! huhu.. pi nyorok..

tag !!!!

nie..pd cik kikiey.. tag awk saye dah jawab..gambar tu tak edit pon..!

tuggula tag dari saye..muakaka..

* Take a recent photo of yourself OR take a picture of yourself..
* DON'T change your cloth. DON'T fix your hair, just take a picture.
* Post that picture with NO editing.
* Post this instruction with your picture.
* Tag 10 people to do this.

1.Djambu (haa..cium tapak kaki aku balik..)
2.Ladyeena (kak..ini tande adek cayunk padamu..kakakakah..)
3.Moon (hameek..nak sangat kan..kih 3x)
4.kak wiween..(kak,gru besar ngan makcik kantin yg sruh kasi nie..keh 3x)
5.ixora (gamba masak2 esok..tapi harinie gamba tag ade..sile2..jgn malu2)
6.syima..(bro baik hati nie..xjd makn awk..tp kene wat tag nie...)
7.sweet zircon (haa..bakar bakar skit..huhu..)
8.rusyda..(soryla..got to giv ya..)
9.dr. effi..(nyeh2..ameek!)
10.baqish shahru..(maf2..tapi kene cukupkan korum nie la..)


p/s: haa masakla korg jawab tag tu,happy answering..muekiki

aku zalimi..!!!

rase cam kene headshot bile dapat tag..

salam..
ya rabbi...bertuah tul org yg tag salihin..tmekasih bayk.(rase hampeh)....rase cam kene salib tau tak..(muakaka) .korg memg tul takde keje ek..? takpe..tggula esok..siap..aku cucuk seko2 nagn picagari nih..
Sok ye saye wat korg nye tag tu..arini sbuk..kene prep tuk topic sok..tak sempat la..I'Allah malam sok kite siapkan eh..

p/s:lari la...lari..aku carik korg,bayk picagari kat spital nih..memg puas hati aku cucuk korg!
agagag..(kak ween nye ketawe..)

esok exam

salam..
hmm..2morow i will be facing the 1st control test in infectious disease cycle, all bout cholera, salmonella, typhoid etc.. kinda hard cuz lots of material shud be reviewed back.. But Alhamdullillah evrythg was already there and just need to recall it back.. suddenly twitched in my brain.. bout how many people wud still remember HIM when they was in a great shape,or in their kesenangan..
Its just becuz..sumtime, people just turn to HIM whenever they was in a sad, or in a deep s***..

so,me reminding myself bout how vital we should turn to HIM, cuz like i said before, Allah never move HIS sight even a second to take care of us.. for ex: air dat u breathed.. it feel like infinity rite? how many times u calculate,in evry single moment of ur life..still,afermath u cant beat HIM..HIS love is already upon us,..just a way or path dat we walk, wud bring us closer to HIM..

yeah..semangat2 for control tomorow..shud i use this?

naah..no need.. believe urself rite..?



And dear readers,please,Dont forget to do HIS orders,n left behind the bad thgs...

aNd.....

Alhamdulillah.., for evrythg.. n to u too guys,bloggers dat i being friend with.. plus,anyone who i've just met,already met,or will meet,... made my life unbelievable meaningful


p/s:.. => study..up up n way..!

to kakak eena..yg dsaygi..(rase cam nak makan die,huh geramnye..!)

ehem2...khas buat kak eena..yg bakal di potong2 wat soup..adinda dgn rase macam nak cucuk kakak dgn picagari, menjawab tag mu ini

aku yg bertukar wajah tatkala menerime tag nie

Name one person who made you laughs last night
hmm..Tain 3t..lawak siot..macam nak pecah wah pinggang..

What were you doing at 0800?
study infectious disease..dgn rase nak makan kak eena..

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
mati akal..termelangu camne nak jawab 30 soalan tag nie..ha 1 lg..pikir nak mkan kak eena..wargh sdap!

What happened to you in 2006?
in my 2nd year of study..bedah mayat 1st time..cool! hmm.siku terseliuh, biru2..pastu kene chicken pox 1st time..jp

What was the last thing you said out loud?
"nak gigit kak eena.."(nada geram..hehe)

How many beverages did you have today?
18 belas gelas..geram nye pasal..

What color is your hairbrush?
semua warne ade kat situ..muahaha puas ati..

What was the last thing you paid for?
tambang g school..

Where were you last night?
kat room,atas tilam..kat hostel,tingkat 7,unit 707/3

What color is your front door?
btul la kak..org yg wat tag nie memg tak de keje..hish..putih..

Where do you keep your change?
kat dalam mangkuk tandas..kalu percaye amek aa..

What’s the weather like today?
bit sun shine..7 degree celcious

What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
vanilla+choc+bit crunhchy super kontik...

What excites you?
nice cute ,stranger to heart ache gurl...babies..colours.,eating time..going back to m'sia..

Do you want to cut your hair?
naah..dun want..nak bela panjang2 jd shikamaru..huu macho..

Are you over the age of 25?
i was 17,actually.. in which i was trapped in this matured body.. uek..!

Do you talk a lot?
nope.. i used signals.. muekeke...

Do you watch the O.C.?
orange county..?..hmm.. bosan ..tgk al kuliyyah ke, niyang rempit ke, tain 3t ke lg best..

Do you know anyone named Steven?
ooo.. steven ..tak kenal la.. tapi awk jgn lupe tanye die eh..?mgkin die kenal saye kot..

Are you a jealous person?
kinda...bole sampai nangish..

Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.
arnold schwardzenegger..siap la awk..saye hantar die sruh kidnap awk..pastu potong awk wat sate!

Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
kamere D60..? hehe

Who’s the first person on your received call list?
ibu...ala..missed her n aba..

What does the last text message you received say?
"papolninia schhoot!"-russian.. in malay.."sila topup"

Do you chew on your straw?
nope..i chew the cup.. kui3..

Do you have curly hair?
sraight cam pembaris..

What the last thing that you ate?
nope..1 cigarrette.."Dubliss"

Will you get married in the future?
i guess yes..when i meet a great gurl 1 day...plus..if Allah wud let me still live..

What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks? last??
blind date

Is there anyone you like right now?
yess..kak eena..like to eat her alive..muahaha!

When was the last time you did the dishes?
20 minutes ago..sardin botan from m'sia, campur kentang goreng..

Are you currently depressed?
SANGAT...rase nak campak je laptop nie kat lombong...

Did you cry today?sambut ngan
yes...nearly..terharu ngan org yg hantar tag yg "pendek nie"..

Why did you answer and post this?
cuz i'm a nice guy to kak eena.."peluru berpandu mu ku sambut ngan tangan terbuke.." -takot kalu tak jawab she wud kick me in the A**..!



sis..all of them have been answered..now i want my hadiah..penat iihhh. Sis memg tak aci..tag pnjng..yg wat kite mati cepat niy.. nanti..siap la..kidnap eena..potong2 wat tomyam..

yeah! i got award...best blog ever!

thanx pad adek moon..atas award nie..happy sangat..tak penah dapat..walaupun blog aku tak berape best..nie bro dah wat nie..but i gtg,g hospital..hari kene jmpe patient..adek jgn marah bro wat lambat eh...
thanx alot..

1st time i've been tagged!

1st time..terharu rasenye..muahaha..

1. List these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.
3. Tell 6 unspectacular quirks on yours.
4. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
5. Link the person who tagged you.
6. Leave a comment for each blogger.


7 facts abt me:

1. lets c..me, a sapien whom glad,n very thankful to HIM,cuz HE give me an extraordinary,unbelievable life,which i believe it is far more than enough for me.....
for the loves,family..frens,airs that i breath(feels like infinity),foods dat i ate,evry single litel n big thgs in my life..n come back aftermath,i'll know i never cud ever repay it back..
thanks a lot Allah..

2. quite livin d life,eventhough didnt do sumthg superb yet like bunjie jumpin,sky divin'..i'Allah 1 fine day..hehe

3. like lots n lots of colours,all d spectrum colours,i'll choose it all out..make me greed n then confused,stucked,spinned,all over when come to choose colours for my 'baju melayu'..then mom got pissed off..n come again next day to dat shop...wut a waste of time..

4. enjoy seeing people attitude,acts,or shall we say people's natural reactions in evryday life..sit in 1 place,especially at park,watch people passing by...its quite fascinating!!

5. very much like to shoot pics,or catch it in other words..cuz u'll find it so amusing...y?cuz when we captured pic,trou the lense see worlds of uncertainity,feelings,emotions,happiness,sadness,naturality,possibilty,..lots..of perceptions and views..,if u did it well u'l manage create a sumting utmost precious,when it comes to another person to see it and realized wut lies behind dat pics...

6. love perfumes..scent dat made u more confident,happy,relax,joyfull..avoid u from stinks! actually..

7. a sapien who desires undevided attention from d opposite sex.. ehee.. :)




6 unspectacular quirks:

1. cant watch cite hantu...nanti ngigau..
2. cant swim..but always pretend like i can..huyhu..
3. dunno how to masak nasi ukur gune finger..slalu fail..
4. die hard fan of bleach n naruto
5. i can make choc cake.....anyone..?
6. kinda shy2..mushi2 romantique..XD


here's the link to http://penatxabes.blogspot.com/

7 person to tag..
1.baqish
2.ixora
3.ladyeena
4.nadira
5.rusydaa
6.maya
7.zara

exhausted..

hmm...being exhausted is not easy i think,with class today plus,today hari meniaga..
Alhamdulillah..30 plate gak we sold...means dat 90 pieces of chicken..aswad,aku,kodok lepak ya rabbi..guess today was the highest sale dat we made..syukur sgt..
thanks Allah.. thanks customers..

huargh...nak tito...bubye oxxo..

evenin' in muar...

salam..act,tak tau ape nak tulis arini ..cuz..takde isu,so dats y i show ya guys these pics...klass have been cancelled for today..but tomorrow..ade.
hmm..ape lagi ek?..haa..td i went to stomatology hospital to change my rubber n wire of braces..
Dr. aksana yg attend tu duk tanye.."y u came after 1 month..? r u mad at me..?"
i said.."naah..nothing..bz wit class..".She's gorgeous..sape nak marah tak tentu pasal kat die..ish.
bukan pe..pakwe die pun keje kat situ..Dr. arif..arabian.. Die memg jeles skit bile aku datg..cuz dr aksana pernah cakap.."he's abit jeles when i with my male patient.." huhu..aku dok gelak..
anyway thanx dr aksana for today..

bout d pics..those are captures which i did in tanjung emas..muar.. for those yg pernah,or livin' in mua..surely they'l knw these spots..not a great one..but at least sumthg..

eksiden..!

salam..
today,i wnna share d pics dat i took when i was in m'sia last summer..i didnt remember wut night was dat..but on dat night i was on my modenas,pi riki2..bandar muar together with. my awek..(nikon D60),tibe je kat roundabout bakri,jalan jammed cam gile..i at 1st i didnt saw wut was happening..as i passed in front of d shell,then i saw wut happened..

tibe kat situ,klua cam..org2 yg kat tempat kejadian sruh tepi2..kasi kite amik gamba..fuh rase cam power lak..ehik2..takdela..maybe they thought dat i'm a guy from news paper..so they gave a space for me to shoot..

1 car,brand new car..got crashed into d longkang...toyota vios..baru klua kedai lak tu..pity him...
wut can we do..its apart of Alah's plan..sabalah k..i'Allah..ade hikmah dsebaliknye..

habisla original bumper..

polis: hoi2...cepat..tonggeng2..jgn kentut tau..saye tembak nanti..
sin lai(tow truck tokey): ya la..wa tau..soli tuk..wa keja..

tragedy scene..

ni lak..testimony of d owner yg aku masih ragu..n made me still in d dark..n..also for d policemen too,cuz they didnt know either it was a real hg or not..

owner of d car..terlupe lak nak tanye name..

owner:"saye tak tau macmanela saye le masuk kat dalam longkang tu..tapi td saye macam terperasan kelibat "waris" ala..macam dalam cite kasihku seru tu..uu takot..dan yg mane telah membuatkan saye tak tentu hala dan menuju ke longkang tak berair itu..tak caye tanye la anak saye sebelah nie..

either me or the hospital is retarded..

retards...! (Tinninskaya Hospital)

hee...hmm..today i didnt have class..but,my course i mean the whole 5th course student should do the medical examination..where to do.? the place is Tinninskaya Hospital bout half an hour from my hostel..d reason dat i'm saying its retarded is we came at nine o' but they said dat we cant do,"b'cuz u r late..,we start medical checkup at 8.30.."...

i got blank...n the whole students were mad like crazy too..they didnt giv any black n white notice,plus didnt tell also the "F" time...
last2 years..usually,we came b4 ten o'..n it worked fine..but this year the retarded hospital said..we only begin at 8.30..
huh,...so me n my classmates went back,sum of them cursing,etc...wasting our 3 griven just like dat..
dean said..we'll fine another day for ur course to do it..yea2..sure wutever!

autumn..

infront of my hostel

well ..i guess its time to be ready for winter..cuz autumn is already started.. scenery here is quite beautiful,n for its suits for who in the love mood..or been dumped,or..feel lonely.. or wutever it might be.. lovely season..beautiful creation by HIM..
how is it m'sia rite now..? warm..rain.. mamak's stall, family, oh..i missed my country..
speak to myself.... noyhing.. XD

surat resign...

Surat Resign Seorang Pekerja Kilang

JULIANA BONUS BT CHE ROSS
NO 834,
LORONG BAHGIA TAMAN SEJAHTERA
06600
____________________________________________________________________

MUHAMAD YUSOP
PLOT 131A,
JALAN PERINDUSTRIAN BUKIT MINYAK,
14100 BUKIT MINYAK
SEBERANG PERAI TENGAH,
PENANG .
19 DEC 2005



TUAN,

PER : SURAT BERHENTI KERJA


Saya seperti nama diatas, ingin memohon berhenti kerja. Saya berharap permohonan ini diluluskan. Berikut adalah sebab- musabab saya ingin berhenti kerja:-



1. Saya kerap dibuli oleh senior...Mcm2 keje kene buat.... kekadang mcm POsmen....
2. Makanan di kantin tak sedap tapi mahal macam KFC. Tambahan pula kalau makcik senior
yg kira.
3. Lagu 5'S tidak masuk dalam carta ERA.
4. Waktu rehat tersangat pendek 15 minit je... Nak beratur pun dah 20 minit!!!
5. KERJA BERDIRIIIIIIIIIII... ... ... . Kasut takde sponge pulak!!!!!
6. Bas kilang tersangat laju... . Tersangat BAHAYA... ..
7. Kalau setakat nak keja kilang, lebih baik tak payah ambil SPM.Indon tak ambil SPM pun boleh
keje gak!!
8. Pekerja dipaksa O.T. Ingat kita orang ROBOT ke!!! Kalau tak O.T. ugut nak bagi Warning
Letter pulakk.....Kambeng pun tau blik kandang tau tak.....
9. Pintu kecemasan dihalang. Bila BOMBA audit baru kalut. KESELAMATAN TIDAK
DIUTAMAKAN.
10. Scan in/out sikit nak masuk kena beratok sampai GATE HOUSE nak balik kena beratok
BULEH TAWAF satu kilang..
11. Pintu keluar masuk 2 shj. Pekerja beribu... . Masuk LATE marah!!! Balik LATE driver BAS
pulak marah!!!! sampai rumah mak bapak pulak yang marah KAMI selalu kena
MARAHHHHHH...
12. Boss kadang 2 ok, kadang 2 tension sampai tak ingat 2 yang kami ni orang gak
13. Faedah2 lain tak memuaskan. contoh keja bagai nak tecabut kepala lutut profet shereing
14. BANYAK LAGI NAK HABAQ TAPI KUT TAK SANgGUP DENGAQ KUT!!!!
15. Bonus N Increement Tahun Ni Takde Macam Hampeh...Orang Gaji Besar je yang
dapat,Orang bawahan semua tak dapat...Kalau mcm ni biar boss besar mati cepat!!!! ..baru
ada keadilan......Aminnnn

Untuk pengetahuan tuan, saya telah berjaya menabung sebanyak RM 1.5 juta selama saya bekerja. Wang itu telah saya laburkan dalam bentuk dinar emas. Setiap bulan, pendapatan saya adalah sebanyak RM890. Inilah faktor utama saya ingin berhenti kerja. Terima kasih atas segala kerjasama ...tunjuk ajar tuan selama ini dengan saya.


**Akhir kata, terimalah sebuah pantun MAUTdari saya... ... ..
IKAN KELI, IKAN KEMBUNG; ANGKAT KAKI, LLLAAAMMMBUNG... ... ... ...


SEKIAN, TERIMA KASIH..

my beloved fren,passed away..

salam...
thing happened tonight is far beyond expectations... i've lost 1 of my great friend...
u guys remember ..? the guy i told on dewali celebration.. "KUKU"..manipurian guy..
he passed away..

around 11.30 p.m,i just get ready to go to bed..linda came in and she said dat KU is already gone..
i said..where did he went? linda ...."he passed away..".all of us where out of words..shocked..!

the reason is still unclear...his roomate said dat he got a heart break cuz his another roomate will go back to india tomorow,n not telling him....he just know it tonight..
but sum said dat he fell off the window of 8th floor...

however many reasons..he already gone..FYI,he's a great guy..most cool,relax,friendly..n much more..much2 more..i cant be details..cuz i'm in relly deep shocked..i'm blank!!
yesterday,i really want to see him besides i wnna to sell my sbc to him.i did went to his room,but he's not there..n today....Alllah..

eventhough he is not muslim,he's my fren,i did pay a visit to his room,his body is already in hospital..lots of fren came,we just wait outside,policemen came,commandan came n asked us to return to our room..i wish i cud do sumthg..but lots of people there..so i just went back..

for KU' s family,frens n those who knew him..i felt sorry..u'r always in our memories..

always remembered n cherished..."KUKU"

nico touches the wall

heheh..i wanna share wit ya 1 of d great japan band...nico touches the wall..enjoy!

finished forensic!

salam...

today's..malam sabtu..Alhamdulillah yesterday just finished da forensic cycle..the story for yesterday,last class,last topic,n get d zachut (sign macam kad report kad sek rendah dlu..)..
so i brought 2gether wit me my 2nd gurlfren (nikon D60), kononnye nak amik gamba ..

bru je 3 snap..makcik laborant datg, she marah2 aku..cuz she said dat i've violate the privacy of the victims..actually,dalam kelas tu memg banyk gamba2 org mati,showing how did they've killed, or self killed..n etc..including all he stuff, i mean the things used to murder sumbody,or himself..

form of injuries by shotgun acc. to distance of shooting

chart lame bout pistol classification

cawat besi yg dgunekan Tsar,utk prevent adultry among his gundik..

mulenye aku memg nak amik sume gamba tu..since makcik already scolded me..so,takpela..
so, i did apologized to her..seriously i didnt know it is forbidden..takpela..beralah..jgn kuang hajar dgn org tua..dat pesan ibu..(missed u mom,pop)

i wud like to share wit u guys too bout da rumah mayat,or place where they conducted all the investigation on mayat..u guys tau,mayat manusia memang sgt busuk kan..? Lillahi,Allah je tau bagaimana nak describe..this smell refer to mayat yg kurg elok preservation die..tak masuk dalam peti sejuk for example.

nak djadikan crite..last day tu la,Allah nak tunjuk kat aku,haritu ramai yg passed away..bout 5-6 people...gurls,makcik,bujang,org tua..reasons of dead:bunuh dri gune wayar electric, mati tua,kene langgar, n even mati secare mengejut..n for dat,they will cut,resect,open wide,going thru evry inch of d mayat to find the reason of dead..

here's the main thing dat i wud like to remind myself about,n unofficially u guys too, if n only if u guys interested.."DEATH"
mengingati mati tu sunat kan..? dapat pahala..but berape ramai yg conciously wud like to think bout it seriously..? probably when we say mati,org akan cakap,"aah masih mude..enjoy dlu...",
"org kate nak mati senang je.."
wahai hamba2 yg dikasihi Allah,itu tak betul.....mati tak lewat 1 saat ,takkan cepat 1 saat..tak kire mude tue,tak kire apepun,ia akan tetap datang..when d time comes,kite takkan sempat tanye dri kite adekah kite dah sedia ntk mati..takkan sempat pnye..
kesakitan semase menghadapi sakaratul maut pun korg takkan bole imagine,bcuz it is unimaginable..
when i looked at d mayat,especially yg bunuh dri,Ya Allah..Wallahu A'lam..
Alhamdulillah..menginsafkan dri ini yg serba kekurangan..

jd utk itu,i wud like to remind myself especially,infact dear readers too..instead of kite kejar dunia,jgnla kite lupe akhirat.."kerjalah seolah2 kamu akan hidup selamenye,beramalah seolah olah kamu akan mati esok hari..".kesakitan,kerehatan,nikmat yg bakal kamu hadapi,adalah dalam pengetahuan Allah..
nobody perfect rite? me too,let us together strive to equip ourself.. dun wury,HE always luv us,HE'll help if we are willing to help ourself... kite blum terlambat lagi jike kite dah sedar..

salam..

weekend yg malas...

salam...
hye guys..refer to the title..hmm..lazy rite..its all dat i can say.. nak basuh kasut pun malas.. nasib baik ade spare.. malas.. malas.. malas.. Ya Allah...dgr ibu n abah nie mesti diorg sedey.. dgr sis... mati kene khutbah psl malas..
yes bos..dun wury,its just i felt lazy... not dat i'm lazy to study..no..just A FEELING OF LAZY..

need to study bout GUNSHOT INJURIES.. seronok gak..cuz dapat tau instead of d form of injuries, dapat tau gak bout da form, types etc bout guns..
pastu..teringat lak gun yg kite beli last year kat TAVRIA (supermarket sebelah hostel)

presenting..my toy..HG 147 austria : pistol

last words..i gotta go..tunaikan tanggungjawab tuk Yg Maha Esa,ibu abah,family,.belaja..
all of ya,plz take care, cuz there's always sum1 care 4 ya,even if u think nobody dont..
for muslim..dun forget to solat..remember Him cuz He always remembered u...n by doin dat so,i'Allah u'll be granted in ur life,here n after,thgs dat u,urself...even can't imagine.. k..?
salam..